Monday, May 28

一个人的路


到 NILAI 读书已经3个星期了, 让我感触最多的是。。。我家。。
很傻很傻的, 一个人在房里, 哭了。。  音乐听着听着。。又哭了。。
HOME AWAY FROM HOME。。
我从来不承认这里是我的家。。在这里, 我没有家的感觉,
很想回家和家人吃饭, 喝妈妈煮的汤,没有味精的菜。。
想陪妈妈到菜市场逛街, 去JJ 买 CHATIME。。 去喝茶聊天。。
就想呆在家躺在沙发上,看电视, 然后让电视看着我睡。。。
想要在我那小小的房间里, 躺在床上呼呼大睡, 然后隔天妈妈叫我起床。。
有时, 还会一起躺在我身旁, 一起聊天。。 就像两姐妹。。
我没有姐姐妹妹, 有妈妈就够了。。。。

离不开家, 不想离开家, 如果可以, 可以请我当家里的蛀米虫吗?
我有朋友, 我还是想家, 如果可以, 可以每天都回家吃饭吗?
心酸, 有家归不得。。  为了成就我的学业, 我的未来。。
牺牲了我和家人一起的时间。。。
迟早, 还是会离开家的吧?  那么, 我希望是 -- 迟。

有些话, 总是说不出口。。 写出来又怕表达不到。。
谁能明白我的心情, 低落想家的心情。。 自扫门前雪的心情。。

我最幸福的事, 就是有家人和好朋友的不间断支持。

所以,把所有不愉快都留在昨天,
明天, 又要从新出发了。。。

加油!!



Wednesday, May 16

I won't give up by Jason Mraz

"I Won't Give Up"  JASON MRAZ 



Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmmm ... Hmmm ...

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.

I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up